My sweet little bear

Grown up music

Ok.  So I'm trying to listen to more grown up music.  I really feel like I'm starting to get too old for Fall Out Boy and Panic at the Disco.  Don't get me wrong, I love them and most likely always will.  But I'm starting to listen to a lot of women singer/songwriters.  I have to say that Lily Allen is great.  She makes me think of Alanis when she was still angry, but with a really pretty voice.  She has weird fashion sense too.  That's all I've got to say.  Still need to find a job.  Still don't want to.

I'm not dead!

So I'm not dead.  It's just been a blog free zone lately.  I've been super obsessed with playing the Sims 2.  It's so much more fun than real life.  I'm afraid though, that I cheat on it so I guess I don't really play it they way that it was meant to be played.  Oh well.

There's not really much going on right now.  I've been sleeping really late and I hate it.  But when you can't go to sleep until like 5 or 6 I guess it makes since.  

I'm hoping that Matt will be able to get off work and go to MyeongHi's wedding with me.  He was kinda rude to me about it when I asked him though.  Telling me he'll be lucky if he can get off work for our wedding.  It was a little uncalled for. 

The effing dog keeps wanting to go outside since it's nice outside.  I swear he gets on my nerves when he gets like that! 

Well, dishes are calling.

Tornado!

So apparently a tornado touched down near my house several minutes ago.  Yay for that I guess.  It's already passed over this area.  Poor sweetie is in Malvern working though.  That's where the shit is about to hit.  I hope that everything is ok.  Naturally I have the dog that wanted to go outside during it.  Why not?

Found an old journal of mine from right after my Freshman year of college.  I was a sad person to be around then.  I'm afraid that Matt's parents may have read it because when we moved, I left it to be thrown away, but then they packed it up and brought it to me.  The thing is though, it was in a box of stuff to throw away.  Gah.  Whatever.  They can't think any less of me than they already do I guess.

Talked wedding with MyeongHi today.  That was fun.  It's been a long time since we've had a real long conversation.  It's weird how things don't really change between us.  

I'm wanting to go home this weekend, but I don't know if I can make the drive.  I REALLY want to go.  I haven't gotten to spend an Easter Sunday with my family in several years.  I always have to work.  We have such a good time too.  My cousins and I play egg toss and all that.  As with everything with us, things wind up destroyed and in people's hair.  

Not much left to say.  Peace!

Tucker bear

So there's the bear.  He's so cute!  He looks like a stuffed animal when his hair is grown out long.  Hence the little bear nickname.  He was kinda weird looking when I first got him.  His fur was all over the place and matted.  Poor boy.

My rainbow cake!

So yep!  I made it.  I think it turned out pretty damn well if I do say so myself.  You can't see the purple, but it's there in the very middle.  It's so pretty!

Well.  I've only been up for about 40 minutes.  Nothing to report so far.  Just took the dog outside.  Read on Twilight some more (like I haven't read the book 6 times already!)  Wishing Matt would call back so I can find out where he put the money at so I can go buy cake ingredients.  So that's it for now I suppose.

First Blog

It's 3:18. Make that A.M.  Am I asleep?  No!  I'm starting a new blog.  

So it's been a few years since I've had a blog.  I never really know what to say.  I guess I'll just say a few things about myself to get off on the right foot and all.  

I just moved to Hot Springs in Arkansas so that's something that's new and exciting.  

I'm currently unemployed but hoping to get called for Books-A-Million.  The only place I've bothered to put in an application at.  I just really hate starting new jobs.  I'm very uncomfortable with not knowing what to expect with my jobs.  

I guess I'm just really into knowing what's going on and when and all that.  The weird thing is though, that I'm usually a really unpredictable person.  Please explain that to me!  I guess it's because I'm lazy.  I like to have plans, but don't like to make them.  Hahaha . . . I'm easily amused.  

I have a toy poodle.  His name is Tucker and he is amazing!  He is the sweetest dog I have every had.  Poor guy doesn't seem all that bright though.  I think it's because he wasn't really properly taken care of as a puppy.  He doesn't even know how to play on his own.  Or maybe he's just lazy too.  Wants someone else to do all the work when he's playing.  Sounds about right.  That  dog would be carried everywhere if I would let him.  Yes, I have a toy poodle and yes, he CAN walk on his own four legs.  

I'm really into cooking here lately.  It's not something that I've ever really done a whole lot.  Being really really broke will make you do it a lot more often though.  Don't get me wrong, I've always wanted to.  This is really just my first excuse to really get to do it though.  I find it to be a lot more fun than I though it would be.  

My very favorite thing to make is desserts though.  I love to bake!  In fact, I just found a website that showed me how to make a rainbow cake, and that is what I plan to do tomorrow.  Bake a cake.  

I was gonna try to take the dog for a walk at the park downtown, but since it's supposed to storm tomorrow, it looks like that's out of the question.  

I'm getting married on August 29th to my sweetie.  We used to work together and that was how we met.  We've been together for almost 3 years.  Wow.  I just realized how long we've been dating!  I haven't really just sat and thought about it recently.  Damn.  It feels like a century!  ^_^  

I think that I'm going to go on ahead and end this here.  Maybe I'll be able to sleep now. . . maybe